Human nature?

It’s sad that at a time people should be mourning and perhaps praying, there are a few out there who do not feel a thing and choose to make matters worse. It’s like they have a problem, and they can’t deal with world peace or love. Whenever they see something good happening, they want to break the chain.

When things get hard or rough, there will always be that one person/few people who will try to bring you down lower. It is like they feed on the desperation or despair of others. I just want to know, why are there people like them in the world? They are the ones blocking us from achieving great things.

Every parent tries to raise their children to be someone good, someone useful to the society. So where did these kids come from? What are their stories? Why can’t they want to see happy endings and harmony? It makes them happy when bad things happen to people whom they think deserve it.

No one deserves to have terrible things happening to them.

Like wishing a girl he hates would get raped or murdered, or wishing the boy she hates contracting HIV/AIDS. It’s crazy how some people could want things like that. I mean, are they sick in the mind, do they need to reside in an asylum? Because I think they are unfit to lead a normal life like we do.

You might have noticed this; when you have good things going for you, there will always be haters wishing and waiting for you to fall. When you are happy and you don’t have any sadness in your life, there will always be a few bitter gourds who can’t stand the sight of your smile.

They are like rotten apples. We have too much of them, the entire basket could go bad. We need to get rid of them so that the rest of the apples in the basket can still be fresh and stay unharmed.

So don’t bother what people have to say if they are all gonna be bad/negative. You just do your thing as long as you know what you’re doing, as long as what you’re doing is right.

I want to be someone.

I think the human mind is the most powerful thing one can ever find on Earth. Well, maybe other than the mouth, but we’ll save that for another day shall we? The reason I say that is because the only person who can control the mind – is ourselves. And it is the way you perceive things in your mind that triggers an action or decision. Which is why different people can react diversely under the same circumstance, due to the different ways we look at things.

An optimist will see the brighter angles of the situation while the pessimist – probably the opposite. And it is through uncontrollable negativity that flows through our minds that things start to turn ugly. If people can see the good in others and are not so critical in pointing out flaws or weaknesses, perhaps it will be more liberating being around people and will diminish the amount of hatred among us.

People should improve the way their minds function, they should make the best out of what they are given – the ability to think what’s right and wrong. And the thing is, I think people do know what’s black and white but they sometimes choose to be ignorant and go on with what’s less right. Sometimes, you wonder – how far is someone willing to go to get what they want. And I think there should be a fine line where your conscience/heart lies.

I can’t say I’m perfect, I sometimes say things I don’t mean and I sometimes do things I know I should not. But it is the realisation in us that will make a difference. I know that I could be better and I want to be a better person than I already am. I tell myself that I want to be an inspiration to others, I want to make live-changing alterations in the world and help the less fortunate. I want to be able to make a difference, that’s what I want to do. And I know it doesn’t take only one to rock the boat, but it’s a start.

I wish people could see that there’s more to life than boys, there’s more to life than chasing after the wrong things, there’s more to life than just living. There is so much we can do for humanity, for the world, yet most people – they just go through day by day like it’s just another day. I don’t want that for myself, in fact no one should.

I know what I want to be in future. I know what is it that I want. I want to be someone.